Am I Waiting

I’m out of my head... that’s what everyone thinks...
It’s a general rule... you’re not allowed to be upset...
Cause it brings everyone around you down...
But I can’t go on pretending to be high...

Higher than life... I could “kiss the sky”... or so he said...
Kiss my mouth... does it taste the same... or should I be dead?
Is that all this is? am I waiting? what am I waiting for?

“You’ve got no right to be unhappy”...
Why not I reply? aren’t I the same as anyone?
Give me the right... to use my life for what I like...
So maybe I can get that high again...

Oh, I’ve got to make my life... more than what I think it should be...
Oh, I’ve got to make my life... mine...

Higher than life... I could “kiss the sky”... or so he said...
Kiss my mouth... does it taste the same... or should I be dead?
Is that all this is? am I waiting? what am I waiting for?

Why am I waiting for ...

You to care...you to love...you to lose...you to wash my blood...
Wash my face...clear my eyes...so I can see through this....
Through you...through me...through every Goddamn thing...
Through every Goddamn thing....