Need To

I, i am confused, fighting myself.
Wanting to give in, needing your help.
Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch.
Outside, i know you but, inside, i'm fucked.

Can you see it in me? skin cold from touch.
Each day confronted with what i have done.
You pull me closer, i push you away.
You tell me it's okay, i can't help but feel the pain.

I hate you!
Why are you taken?
I love you!
I feel so helpless.
Why's it you?
Ripping my insides each time i lay with you.
Why do i cry? why do i really need to?

Why? (x4)
Fuck you bitch!

Need to. need to. need to...
Fuck... fuck... fuck... fuck...

I hate you.
Why are you taken?
I love you.
I feel so helpless.
Why's it you?
Ripping my insides each time i lay with you.
Why do i try? why do i fucking need to?

Fuck (x7)

Slut.