Why?

Thinking about you and me
About how things could have be
But it was all in my head
That's what you indirectly said

But why? what's wrong with me
Please tell me that it's not only a dream the things i see
There were so many plans i make
And now everything is just one great mistake
Why!? why!?

I didn't used to know what to do with my feelings
Should i leave or should i stay
Waiting for the right moment to say....
But it was all in my head
That's what you indirectly said

And that makes me free and sad together
It's just like storm and heavy weather
I know there's nothing you can give to me
Your words bring me back into reality
You make me awake
Awake to see my own mistake
'cause it was all in my head
The things i now have to forget