Freeze Dried (F)Lies

Abusive excuses are all I have to hold
Use and re-use to explain why I'm so cold
One for headaches
One for stress
But the one for fear's the one I like best
Abusive excuses they save me every time

The slow slide down
You never can see it
The slow slide down
You always believe it

Destructive impulses and cowardice and lies
Buzzing back to life like freeze dried flies
Flies for love
and flies for sex
But the flies for fear are flies I like best
Impulsive destruction is where my talent lies

The slow slide down
You're trying to change me
It's all my fault
But you never blame me

It's in everything we do

One for love
and one for sex
But the one for fear's the one I like best
This act is a bore but it makes me who I am

The slow slide down
You never can see it
My act is a bore
You always believe it

It's in everything we do