I'm not okay (i promise)

well if you wanted honesty
that's all you had to say
i never want to let you down or have you go
it's better off this way
for all the dirty looks
the photographs your boyfriend took
remember when you broke your foot
from jumping out the 2nd floor

i'm not okay, i'm not okay, i'm not okay
you wear me out

what will it take to show you that it's not the life
it seems
i've told you time and time again
you sing the words but
don't know what it means
to be a joke and look
another line without a hook
i held you close as we both shook
for the last time-take a good hard look

i'm not okay, i'm not okay, i'm not okay
you wear me out

forget about the dirty looks
the photographs your boyfriend took
you said you're read me like a book
but the pages are all torn and frayed

now i'm okay, i'm okay......
i'm okay now, i'm okay now,

what do you really want from me
because i'm telling you the truth
I mean this
i'm okay, trust me

i'm not okay, i'm not okay, i'm not okay
i'm not o-f***ing-kay.....