Beautiful Disgrace

I see the real you. You put me in my place.
Close to perfection. You’re out of control. You’re out of control.

Pardon me I feel the need to scream.
I’m ill, stuck in the chemical abyss.
I’m gripping at the walls around me.
Pardon me if I was laughing at the crimes.
I was laughing at the way you lie. Tell me why.
All my lies come down to this.

‘Cause I don’t need friends who try to wrap me up in red tape.
Get ‘em off my back they’re dead weight.
In case you didn’t catch my signs the first time let me tell you again.

All my life I tried to explain how I love myself to release the pain.
Anti-magnetic so quit your bitching, lying, crying. Tell me why...

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Lately inside I’m giving in to revenge.
Tell me why I’m in over my head.
Why I’m in over my head.
I’m in so deep that...

When I wake up I don’t wanna know you.
Tell me my name again.
You’re just a beautiful disgrace.
A beautiful disgrace. A beautiful disgrace.

Come with me so I can show you how to live.
Burning the candle at both ends.
I’m gripping at the walls around me.
Don’t complicate it.
I’m addicted to this life.
I’ll be your token of attention.
All my lies come down to this.

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Lately inside I’m giving in to revenge.
Tell me why I’m in over my head.
Why I’m in over my head.

I see the real you. You put me in my place.
Close to perfection. You’re out of control.
I see the real you. I saw through everything.
Close to perfection. I saw through everything.

If I could take away this pain just one more time, I might.
I saw through everything. Tell me why I’m in over my head.

When I wake up I don’t wanna know you.
Tell me my name again.
You’re just a beautiful disgrace.
Such a beautiful disgrace (disgrace, disgrace).
You’re such a beautiful disgrace.
You’re so vain, vain, vain.

So grow your guilt from another vine.
I’ve given this enough time (lately inside I’m giving in).
Grow your guilt from another vine.
I’ve given this enough time (lately inside I’m giving in).
Grow your guilt from another vine.
I’ve given this enough time (tell me why I’m in).
Grow your guilt from another vine.
I’ve given this enough time.

Grow your guilt you’re a beautiful disgrace (disgrace, disgrace).
Such a beautiful disgrace. You’re so vain, vain, disgrace.