Secret Loser

Trapped in a lonely body I'm losin' control
Can't show my emotions and I'm losing my soul
Could it be that I'm obsessed with feeding my disease
I couldn't make it know the hidden things that no one sees

Yeah loser I'm a secret loser
Loser I'm a secret loser

Fighting a losing battle pretending to win
Repenting to holy unknowns pretending to sin
All I do is hide the wounds where blood just won't congeal
Couldn't ever take my soul 'cos isn't there to steal

Yeah loser I'm a secret loser
Loser I'm a secret loser now

Though I'm the loser there is no winner
There's nothing left to win
The hidden reasons now in deletion
Are lost in sin
So heed my warnning the time is dawning
I'll tell you here's the twist
The truth is lying
Below the surface I don't exist

Loser I'm a secret loser
Loser I'm a secret loser

Seeing is not believing it don't mean a thing
Altought it appears to be that the loser is king
I can understand that what you see you think is real
But underneath the surface is a wound that cannot heal

Yeah loser I'm a secret loser
Loser I'm a secret loser
Loser I'm a secret loser
Loser I'm a secret loser
Loser I'm a secret loser