Pushit (Live)

We've been trying something a little different this tour.
We've been looking at one of our songs from a different angle, under a different light, so we can hopefully kind of see it almost for the first time.
We'd like to try that for you tonight, is that okay?
We're gonna need your help though.
We're gonna need your help and your permission so we need you to find a comfortable space that's not only comfortable but vulnerable.
I want you to shut your eyes and go there and we'll meet you on the other side.

Saw the gap again today
While you were begging me to stay
Take care not to make me enter
If I do we both may disappear

Saw the gap again today
While you were begging me to stay
Managed to push myself away
And you as well my dear
And you as well
Pushed you away my dear
Pushed you away
Pushed you away
Pushed you away my dear

Ooooh...I will choke until I swallow
Choke this infant here before me
What are you but my reflection
Who am I to judge or strike you down
Who am I to judge or strike you down
But you're pushing and I'm shoving you
And you're pushing me and I'm shoving you.

Rest your trigger on my finger
Bang my head upon the fault line
Better take care not to make me enter
'Cause if I do we both may disappear
But you're pushing and I'm shovin' you
And you're pushing me and I'm shoving you
Still love me, you still love me, you still love me, you still love me
You're pushing and we're shoving
And you're pushing and I'm shoving
And you still love me, you still love me, you still love me, you still love me
You're pushing and we're shoving
And I'm pushing and you're shoving
And I'm slipping back into the gap again
I feel alive when you touch me
I feel alive when you hold me down
Slipping back into
Slipping back into

I am somewhere I don't wanna be.
Yeah
Put me somewhere I don't wanna be
Pushed me somewhere I don't wanna be.
Seeing someplace I don't wanna see
Never wanna see that place again

Saw the gap again today
While you were begging me to stay
Managed to push myself away
And you as well my dear
Yet when I say I might fade like a sigh if I stay
You minimize my movement anyway
I must persuade you another way
Pushing, shoving, pushing, shoving, pushing me
There's no love in fear

Staring down the hall again
Hands are on my back again
Survival is my only friend
Terrified of what may come
Remember I'll always love you
As I throw you're fucking throne away
There will be no other way
There will be no other way.