Words I Might Have Ate

Now it seems i can't keep my mind above you
My brain drifts back to
better days we've been through
Like sitting on blacktops of the school grounds
The love i bitched about i finally found

But now it's gone and i take the blame
But there's nothing i can do but take the pain.
Why?
Now i dwell on what you remind me of
A sweet young girl who sacraficed her love
As for me... i am blind without a cause
And now i realized what i have lost
It was something real that i could have had
Now i play the fool who's stable soul's gone bad
Why
Tell me all the words i might have said
It's pumping presure deep inside my head
Was it bad enough to be too late?
Just tell me the words might have ate.