Lipgloss And Letdown

blind to the answers,
find yourself,
walk for the moment,
find the reason in yourself,
theres a reason for you and i,
take this time to find a meaning,
a reason to sit back and measure the worst 6 years of my life,
waiting for your legs to close on my best friends,
last night i saw your life flash before my eyes,
why did i laugh so hard baby? (you won't be back and i'm still laughing) i never meant to hurt you(but i did) i'm sorry that you cried so hard darling,
i'll never hurt you again, take this time to find your tongue,
a sorry excuse to stop your lies,
the best 30 seconds of my life,
my angel take your pills,
my angel i sold your ring,
and now i can't stop laughing,
i didnt want it this way,
i hope you're happy where you are and i'm glad to say i put you there,
who's the one that's laughing now,
i'm the one who's laughing now(now theres nothing left to say i hope you're feeling my embrace,
and i can't sleep) you should have left me sleeping,
you should have let me sleep...