Perfect Fit

What was it i was thinking,
Or was i even thinking at all?
When i think of what i thought back then,
Then i'm ashamed;
And i'm appalled that i gave up all i was so easily.
Living your life is not for me.
I won't be sedated,
I won't be sedated!
Give me a little taste and i know i won't want more.
I won't be sedated, stability is overrated.
Give me the disorder i adore.
I can't be a part, be a part,
I can't be a part.
I can't be a part,
Be a part of your modern world.
I've gotta be apart, be apart,
I've gotta be apart.
I've gotta be apart.
I can't grasp the values that you hold.
What was it you were thinking,
Or were you even thinking at all?
When i think of what you thought of me,
I take offense;
And i'm appalled that you could discount all i love so easily.
Living our life is not for me.