Golden Opportunity

Hello, my life sucks
In a thousand ways it's just
A disappointing loss of time
And energy
My need for control
Even down to your very soul
Has me soing things i wouuldn't do
Even if i were me

Chorus a:
When it gets really bad
And i know the way i am
Then an avalanche of trouble starts
And i'm thankful again

Chorus b:
What's this good luck happening to me
It's just a golden opportunity
What's this good luck happening to me
It's just a golden opportunity

My hot water's deep
All the lies i've tried to keep
Have me worried constantly
It's a sad thing

Then the drama lights the fuse
And i discover my own ruse
Then a guilty voice speaks to me
And i'm humbled by the shame

Chorus a

Chorus b