13 X Forever

13 times you - with my calmer hand
13 times i fucked on your dogma
You taught me to hate
You taught me to crawl
You raised your hand and you raised the bottle
You knock me down but it's made me stronger
The harder you hit the harder you fall

This one's for my mother
What will i do without her
Don't look back, don't even bother
This one's for the father
Who loves his middle daughter
Well here i am, don't even bother

You can freak out about me
But you'd lose your mind without me
You thought you could see right through me
But this made no difference to me anyway
Anyway...

A free reign gave you ammunition
To play the game and --- all the women
Something just snapped and cracked in my brain
13 times i sucked up inside me
The different ways that you tried to harm me
You didn't once, you'll do it again

This one's for my sister
You dare to denigrate her
Don't look back, don't even bother
This one's for my lover
The one who had to suffer
Here i am, don't even bother

You can freak out about me
But you'd lose your mind without me
You thought you could see right through me
But this made no difference to me anyway
Anyway
Anyway
Anyway...

13 times...one
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